I live to give looking for nothing in return. My prime objective is to be nice and not come off a little strong. But I fail. My heart tells me to do whats right and I listen to it willingly. Boys are supposed to be strong but am I really strong. If I am then its hidden under this over sized flab called skin. A rock has more courage then I do. I can't say no. Its a curse that lets others run all over me and I just sit there and take it. The one girl who ever had feelings for me 8 years after the fact has no recollection of us being an item yet alone talking to each other. I am a joke. I guess you can call me that. I have no opinion, if so I can't express it because nobody wants to hear it. I say I don't care but at most I do! Its apart of who I am. I just don't want to hurt your feelings.
THEN THERE WAS LIGHT
Let the sunshine in! I have friends so I must be somewhere good. My two friends who I can be myself around without stipulations. I love them allot. Jared and Rubie! Perk Upz is your business too. Nothing happens without you two hearing about it first.
THE LAST WEEK
I spent Time with my pals eating at PE and Fioza and hanging out at borders. Jay and I saw some movies, hung out at Rubie's and took a trip to the school and had a business meeting during the annual Lavallies Christmas party
Jay was sad because Rubie wasn't there to share
the boston cream pie with us! She will be there next time!!!
Fioza. I went there with no money in my pocket and no idea for what was in store for me. For me it was just another stakeout mission. No money no computer. Computer time was reserved for paying customers only and I wasn't a paid customer. Now I know, Its only free if you buy something. I like that concept. The building was nice and small. Although the building shook when someone passed by me, it was weird. I almost fell asleep. Next time I take money or smooch off my pals...lol! Not kidding!
I now need to learn some peoples skills
What do I do? What do I say? I don't want to come off a little strong or a little too confident. I want to be my self but i can't find the words.
I can't think.......its cold in this room. window broken and heat is on but never leaves the hall. so the den is cold. I am cold. I can't think....Bubbie comes home tomorrow!!! yay!
TO OUR TRIPOD! I LOVE YOU GUYS!
(rough draft)
♫ I don't wanna grow up, I'm a Toys R' Us kid.
A million toys to choose from, that I can play with. ♬
♪ From bikes to trikes and video games, its the biggest toy stor there is. GEE WIZ!
♫ I don't wanna grow up, cuz baby if I did....I wouldn't be a toys r' us kid
Coming Home for the Holiday!!!!
Posted by Vincent Collins Labels: get togethers, vacation, winter break
*1st snow fall in Bean town (12/7/08)
The day has come when a man makes his trek back to where he came from, whether that be the his first time home from college. Since I have not been home for more than 3 months, it is so comforting to be back with my family. I hope that this break will be the best and bring many more get togethers with family and friends. Here's to you Rubie, Michael, Colleen and the rest of the senior class of 2008!!
hey if anyone besides neelly ,miki,and me read this....then am tryin to get ppl together to hang out....cpmment if ur in?
Today, Tomorrow, and Forever, I will keep laughing.
Posted by Computer Man Labels: The old new things
The dawning of a moon crafted around the belief that all things are made perfect. We move as quickly as the rain falls change as slowly as a turtle's 10 mile dash. You say we can't have war without peace. You tell me there will always be a struggle between good and evil. You ask me are my questions relevant. Today, I laugh. I laugh at the simple fact that you believe that there has to be bad in this world in order to survive. That a peaceful world is a dream and it should only stay in your head. That you feel that people should just roll with what they are given. Today, I laugh. If nobody questions our way of life. If nobody questions if what we are doing is right. I nobody stands stands up and continue to stay down only for the fact that they are afraid of the peoples perception. Then this world is screwed. Today, I laugh. You only believe in the Green, Silver, and Gold. You live only for the big house and lavish life style. You only care about your own well being. A country built on the idea that there is a god, built on the backs of slaves, and built only for the love of money. We haven't changed. The only thing restricting us, meaning the world, from being a better place is the cant's, wont's, and don'ts. Today, I laugh. You might feel I am being bitter, or mean, or naive. Tell me what happens when you lose all of you money. What happens if you a broke and have no job. Let me tell you. You break down, you lose your house, and your car. You lose your friends. That green silver and gold country you live in makes you believe that if you work hard enough they will pour you small cup of lemonade. I want to believe that we are going somewhere. So you cant to say to your self, "I can't do this because I don't have money," or "We can't build new schools so our children will have the best education because we won't spend the money," or "We don't want to spend more money." Its a circle. Today, Tomorrow, and Forever, I will keep laughing. Because I know that life could be better and we could get there without the restrictions of our only half-working Green Silver and Gold engine. But then we will never change and there goes the dawning of a moon, are we perfect?
Didn't draw the picture!
The air is scarce up here!
I live in the time where people do things because they can and not think about the consequences. They only do it because at that moment they feel good about themselves. I don't do those things and some of us are not apart of the bigger picture. We just don't belong. Left hanging of bring of life's bitter end. Gasping for air on a cliff to high up for comfort with only those around us that are the same. Is there a way to fit in without taking up their ways, I think not. For now we must keep holding on to what we have now.
The Bells Can Stop If You Want Them To
Sleigh bells ring to those who can hear them and those who can't just don't believe. I believe in the perfect Christmas. But the perfect Christmas is not the one in the department store window or the one where you get everything you want. Most live for the wants and not for the needs. I am no different, but at least I know where to draw the line. When will the human race learn where to draw that same line and remember that there is more to life then that of gold, silver, and green? The perfect Christmas is only four letters small. Love! It is the greatest gift anyone can receive in their life time. There is no substitute for Love. So before the sunsets and the moon rises and all that you know of turns to dust please ask yourself, Do you love enough?
My 25 days of Christmas:
December 1, 2008
We put up the tree!
how can they do that, lie to ur face....tell u one thing and go behind ur back with a knife....
i thought they care.. how dare they...think that i wouldn't know....
next time i won't believe....
Anxiety week is what they should call it...
Posted by Vincent Collins Labels: anxiety, feeling and looking like shit, finals week
* pic taken before hand!!!
This week after Thanksgiving marks, finals weeks! Oh great...hurray!!! As I shout from the rafters. There's alot of feelings going around, some good others having to stay inside the library to study their butts off. While others, like me, rush to get in those last bit of assignments so I could barely pass the semester. Like always I started at a good pace, then grades began to slip a little mainly because of misunderstanding of work. Though now as I have to keep my grades up for scholarship purposes, its hard to tell whether I'll be making it to the second semester of my first year.
"Alumni Barbecue and Basketball Tournament
Harmony Science Academy-Houston will have an Alumni barbecue and basketball tournament on December 18 , Thursday between 4:30 pm to 7:30 pm.
We encourage alumni and former teachers/administrators to attend and enjoy the event."
Directly from the HSA Website....... I know I will be there, will you!
PS. someone should post the location
wish you guys a happy thanksgiving...
i eat extra for neelly...lol...
my tummy hurts now thanks to you....
The sun rises and the temperature rises. The relief from the gripping cold to where you nipples harden and pop. I love the way the air smells on the brink of winter bliss. Who would have guessed two months ago we would be standing on the side walk clutching your jacket. Powder fresh if only it would snow I would lay down in the grass and sleep. So the sun rises and we blog to stay together like the sun chases the moon around the earth and we lie in the grass clutching the coats on our bodies watching this game of never-ending cat and mouse and smile. God I love the winter its almost here!
Its been a while since I posted but its been awhile since I've been able to use my fingers...LoL. The weather here is just as indecisive as it is in Houston, but the only addition is those brutal winds that come from the Atlantic ocean. If only you could see me now Texas, I'm cheating on ya with Mass. Everyday beats the next day and the rain here is much more heinous, because it brings that whore of a wind with it.
22 Days till Winter Break
J
As some of you might know I plan on starting a Coffee Shop and well still in the planning phase. I just love the building, a year from now think about the possibilities. Lets hope all goes well but I am just saying start up personal input will be about some big bucks. Everything I have will go into this. I love the idea and I know It will succeed. And who ever is apart of this will have the best time of there life.
hey ppl...wats new..just wanted to post something....its been almost a yr.since we put thing up...woo woh
Without being critical, the intellect cannot progress. But that criticism should not come from the heart; it can come from the throat. You can be stressed to the brim of your capacity, but, I tell you, even then the love will remain untouched deep inside. That is the Virgin. 'Virgin' means that something in you that remains untouched.
Well here's to looking forward to the coming months!!!
